The Schedule of Life

Oh dear where to begin. I have not blogged in a while ( as some of you seem to refuse to let me forget) so here i am again, giving my neglected keyboard some love. The reason (or excuse whatever you want to call it) why i haven't been blogging is that i have nothing to blog about. Some of you may think that I have plenty of things to blog about, but more recently i have discovered the never ending schedule of my life. I hope that i am the only one who feels this because it is quite depressing. I feel as if everything that i do i have already done before and can't find any new exciting twists in life. I suppose part of it is my own pessimistic nature but I'm not entirely sure that it is not actually happening to me. I find myself waking up in the morning and just not wanting to get up, not because i am sick or anything but because i just don;t have anything to get up for. I have formed this nasty habit of turning off my alarm clock and going back to sleep( its lucky i have parents or else i would be late for school everyday). I try to break the constant sames in my life, but i have had little success. There have been small victories, like the Marinade which i thought went very well, but i always go back to the same painstaking routine. Today was a terrible reminder of that. Now that you have heard my rant I want to give you some good news. God has shown me some light at the end of the tunnel. When i turn 16 I plan to get a job( or try at least ) which will be a new thing for me. I will also have a car or, "enchilada of freedom" to quote a movie that i love so much which will help me to break out of the schedule. I also see more darkness. I have a feeling that once i settle into a job and having a car I will still have a routine, just a new one. I saw it happen to my brother( I hope he can take routine though because if he cant then the military was a bad choice ). So i am confused and unsure of what my future holds. I have been praying a lot for a clear look into my future, but I have a feeling the fog will not lift anytime soon. I ask only that you would pray for me and give me any advise you might have. Thank you.

-Drewski

The healing power of a baby

I know some of you have babies of your ow and probably know what i am about to tell you, but i will say it anyway. The best thing in the world is to see someone you love happy. And today right after school I came home to see my mother holding the baby of one of her friends. She was a ll smiles and from what i see that does not happen very often. God makes the weirdest things work in the weirdest ways. So I got my camera out and i took some shots. Here is what I got. If you can't tell from the picture then you need glasses. Ok thats all for now oh and I am looking forward to winning that guitar ( optimism ). Once again this is Drewski signing out.

The Games We Play

Well as some of you may know I am a gamer. Gamer I mean as video gamer. Yes I have been called the works geek, lazy, couch potato(even though i don't play my games on the couch) and other more extravagant names that escape my mind. Anyway, in the beginning I played most of my games on platform systems such as Gamecube(Nintendo) the Playstation(Sony) and the Xbox(Microsoft). More recently I have been playing most of on my newly acquired laptop computer( Go PC ). Just so you know I play games anywhere from the rating of E to M. I play all types of games RTS, RPG, FPS, and more recently MMORPG. If you are wondering what that stands for here it goes ( Massive Multiplayer Online Role Playing Game). Wow try to say that it is a mouthful. Anyway my new MMORPG game of choice is World of Warcraft. The basic layout of the game is you :choose your side, make your guy,and spend countless numbers of hours making you guy stronger as to kill the other team. All of the while you are in this massive computer generated world. Now to get to the meat of the matter...I believe in God. Now some of the old people of the church bound to tradition would say that what i do in the game is witchcraft and is possessed by the Devil. Not to put it to bluntly but that is a load of crap. Now we get into the controversial grey area. I think that a game such as this that you use spells and do "evil" things is easy to become caught up in. But if you use it just as a pass time for fun and it does not become an idol before God then it is no worse then myspace or any of those other sites. I am not going to lie I find the game incredibly fun, but there is line that definitely should not be crossed. You have to tread very softly in this gray area as if walking on ice. I do try my very hardest to do the best i can at putting God first. I even set time limits on myself now. What I'm trying to say is that I don't feel gulity when I start to play because I believe that what I am doing is perfectly ok. I never saw Thou shalt not play video games, but as I said before there is a line. Any opinions( or corrections ) on my logic would be most welcome, because i don't want to walk myself into a hole I can't climb out of. Thank you for reading and once again, this is Drewski signing out.

The Giants pull out the WIN

The underdog team wins the super bowl. I think it is sweet. I honestly didn't think they could do it but they did. The Manning's have won back to back super bowls and have been mvp for both. Honestly I didn't really care at the beginning of the game who won, but once it got going i started to get more and more excited. With a couple great catches and some clutch throws the Giants did it. The great american sport never disappoints. Once again this is Drewski signing out

I'm starting again

Well this is the second blog I have made. The first one kind of crashed and burned because i got lazy ans didn't have internet connection. Well now I have steady internet but I might still get lazy...you know how it is. My posts will be about random things from movies, my life, other peoples lives, and just plain random thoughts. Sometimes i will say controversial things and bring up delicate subjects. Don't be offended it is just the way i am. I hope to have fun and learn things from you, and maybe if you get lucky you will learn something from me as well. Well that's all for this post... this is Drewski signing out